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2011-11-10 12:50 pm

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2010-05-18 12:48 pm

My blog has moved to...

 I have moved by blog to a worpdress account.

This is inline with my other blogs and was not an easy decision to make.  

However since I am already updating on that site, I thought it was about ime I moved this one as well.

Sorry for anyone who reads this blog - but you will need to update your links :D


 is the new blog....I have imported all my old posts and comments etc with the new and improved WP tool.

Thanks for everything LJ!!
dragonray: (blue slave)
2010-01-11 08:54 am

Back in the land

So we are home after our sojourn to Wodonga.

We had a fairly good time I would estimate :D  We saw Avatar 3d, sherlock holmes and went to a friend's bday party, they were I think the highlights of our trip.

Avatar...well sucked....the 3d was not very exciting at all, the story was really bad (i was already expecting the story to be shite though), the CGI was ok, but no better or worse than some of the stuff in LOTR in my opinion.  I think it was just me though that wasn't won over with the the 3D effects, I felt I could have seen ti 2d and not missed any of the excitement, yes I guess it was pretty cool to have the grass look like it was really closer, but ooooooh that was cool just didn't come to mind.  Overall I liked the movie though, the narvi were cool and the forest was awesome with the neon colours....I will fast forward the scene where the horse people start getting slaughtered though...that turned my stomach a little.

Sherlock holmes was pretty good, was funny I thought....D wants to go and see that one again :D  

Bday was fun, we got roaring drunk and had a laugh, met some nice people as well which I will try and track down some form of contact details for them so we can keep in touch :D

The real estate agent is coming over today to get started on all the paperwork for selling the house :) So D and I are a little excited at being mortgage free at 30 :D  It is appealing I have to admit.  We could have the house sold by the end of February at the latest, which means we could be in a new place by the birthday period :D  Housewarming AND birthday parties if you ask me!!  WOOT WOOT! :D

Anyway better go and get dressed so am not semi nude when the real estate agent does get here :D
dragonray: (taurus)
2010-01-05 05:19 pm

Sex and technology :D

 I sometimes have moments like today, where I bought new mobiles for me and D and we have just spent the last hour fucking around with them. Suffice it to say if I could have sex and marry all the apple products I would so I could have its children.

I plugged in my new one and essentially that was done.  I have no updated all my contacts between my gmail and pc, something I have been meaning to do for ages. I can now check my email via my phone and I am going to set up all my calenders now as well....

<3 Apple and its fucking brilliance :)  Now to just get a new ringtone :D heeh  Work on that shortly.

We are driving to Wodonga in the morning, neither of us could be bothered going this afternoon, we will likely be there until Sunday. So far the plans are to go and see Avatar and also go on a ghost tour in beechworth (I think it was beechworth) . there is also a possibility of going to the Brown Brothers winery while we are away so I can have mini orgasms at being in my one place of heaven :) hehe I should check my bank balance and see how many bottles of Cienna I can buy....bottles  LOL read that as cases!!!
dragonray: (seer)
2010-01-04 06:20 pm

The only exception

 Second song of the day:

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And cursed at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darlin,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk, but

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know your leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believe in.
Oh, And I'm on my way to believe in.
dragonray: (blue slave)
2010-01-04 06:16 pm

All I wanted

Song of the moment:

Think of me when you’re out, when you’re out there
I’ll beg you nice from my knees
And when the world treats you way too fairly
Well it’s a shame i'm a dream

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

I think I’ll pace my apartment a few times and fall asleep on the couch
Wake up early to black and white re-runs
That escape from my mouth

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

I could follow you to the beginning
Just to re-live the start
Maybe then we’ll remember to slow down
At all of our favorite parts

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
dragonray: (Default)
2009-12-18 09:18 am

You have got to be fucking kidding me!!!


Santa's image is a big ho ho no
December 18, 2009
Santa Claus should swap the brandy and mince pies for carrot sticks and start jogging to children's homes instead of drink-driving his sleigh, a public health expert says.

Dr Nathan Grills, a fellow at Monash University's Department of Epidemiology and Preventative Medicine, yesterday accused Santa of promoting obesity, smoking, drink-driving and other dangerous activities, and said his increasing popularity should be used to encourage healthy living instead.

After conducting a literature review of Santa's links to public health, Dr Grills said Santa often appeared fat, sedentary, drunk and smoking a pipe when more responsible imagery would depict him running on a treadmill with a badge proudly declaring he had quit smoking.

Writing in a special Christmas edition of the British Medical Journal, Dr Grills said that among other things, traditional images of Santa sent a message that obesity was synonymous with cheerfulness and joviality.

He said children should be encouraged to support a healthy diet for Santa by not leaving food and alcohol out for him. This would also help adults control their weight too, because "when Santa is full, dad is a willing helper", he said.

Dr Grills said he was also concerned about Santa's "roof surfing", "chimney jumping", disregard for road rules and tendency to drink-drive and speed. "Despite the risks of high-speed air travel, Santa is never depicted wearing a seat belt or helmet," he said.

Australia's regulation of Santa impersonators was also criticised by Dr Grills, who said health checks should be imposed on participants before they are kissed and hugged by a succession of "snotty nosed kids".

"The potential for Santa in his asymptomatic phase to propagate an infectious disease is clear," he said.

Dr Grills concluded that "Santa studies" was a developing field of public health and that there was a disappointing lack of rigorous research on the topic.
dragonray: (Default)
2009-12-15 12:52 pm

(no subject)


doooo eeet!!!

for +18 rating on video games!! yes yes we need them!!
dragonray: (Default)
2009-12-02 01:00 pm


For some reason I am finding this hilarious..I am sure it is terrible..

Sleep turns woman into a sex addict

A WOMAN suffers from a mysterious disorder which turns her into a sex addict - when she is asleep.

Belle Floor is a Sexsomniac - meaning she engages in sexual acts while she is sleeping - and cannot remember anything the next day.

Her condition means she is too afraid to let boyfriends stay over in case she embarrasses herself at night.

Ms Floor, 32, from Almelo, Holland, set up her own support website six years ago after doctors failed to work out what was wrong with the pretty blonde.

The condition, which causes her to touch herself intimately, is so rare that at first she struggled to convince anyone she had no control over it.

Her ex-boyfriend Justin, 47, a construction worker, could not accept it was happening without her knowledge and eventually it caused them to separate.

Ms Floor said: "He never really believed I had no control over it and took it as a slur on his sexual prowess.

"I've been on a few dates since but I haven't had men stay over with me, because I don't want to get serious with them."

Ms Floor first discovered her disturbing disorder in 1999 when Justin confronted her.

The softly spoken school administrator said: "Out of the blue one evening he asked me why I played with myself at night.

"I denied it because I couldn't remember ever doing it."

Ms Floor went to a series of doctors and psychologists, who told her there was nothing they could do as they had never heard of anyone with a similar condition.

Doctors offered her medication, and she also tried hypnotherapy, sex counselling and an EEG brain scan in an attempt to stop the sexsomnia incidents.

Muscle relaxant drugs helped for a while but she did not want to spend the rest of her life on medication.

Ms Floor has since found solace by speaking to other sufferers online and she set up her own website offering advice and support.

She said: "Knowing I wasn't alone was a huge relief and speaking to others has brought me enormous comfort.

"There are no official figures on how many people suffer from sexsomnia but I've spoken to hundreds of men and women from all walks of life with the same condition."

She said: "I now have my self-confidence and self esteem back. I have great friends, a great job and I really enjoy my life."
dragonray: (seer)
2009-08-04 07:46 am
Entry tags:

damn cars

Ok so yeah fabulous cars arent' they??

Saturday night D went to drive the new car only to find the "check engine" light flashing and beeping etc, so we can't drive that, so he took the BMW instead which is having some issue we are not sure about.....

Anyway on the way home last night, the BMW kept stopping while mid drive...ie put the pedal to the metal and the car would cut out...sounds like a fuel pump thing to me and D with our limited knowledge of cars...so we left work at 5.00 and at 7.00 we were getting a tow off the freeway to my mum's house.

We were on the way home to take the new car back to the dealership, but that didn't happen, so our BMW is at my mothers house since it was closest to the freeway exit and under 8kms away (therefore free towing) and our commodore is also undriveable...so today, I have to walk to my mum's place and wait for a towie to get the BMW while D waits at home for the towie to come for the commodore, or vice versa.

Our original plan was to just drive the commodore to the dealer since it is only about 10 minutes away, however that was on the impression we could drive the BMW to get home again...since that is no longer an option, we have to get towtrucks again....for BOTH our fucking cars!!!

So welcome to the fucking technological age :D Bastards!
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2009-07-30 06:54 pm
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o.O new car :D

So this is our new baby :d

Isn't she Yummy...she is still with no name...however I am working on one... :D

ON a side note, we are getting some cash with the trade in, so we are gong to book our Accommodation for Sydney next week and stick some money aside for the petrol :D Have to go to Myers as well and by a wedding pressie :D o.O I love shopping for gifts!!

Nothing much else to report at the moment, everything seems to be healing well and I am feeling good...!!
dragonray: (hope)
2009-07-12 07:39 pm


For those who don't know I deleted my twitter account about 2 months ago, since i just never got the whole deal, so for those who keep trying to contact me via twitter you won't be able to :d heheeh

Lj/wordpress is basically the only method since I am no longer using facebook and that will also be deleted shortly :D

Kisses :p
dragonray: (escher)
2009-06-04 11:10 am



the silence says it all doesn't it.

< / sarcasm>
dragonray: (Default)
2009-05-24 09:34 pm


If you have to be honest with yourself, can you handle it?

My answer is NO. I can never handle life, or what it throws me - I have no coping skills, I am useless :D

I am not saying this is a bad thing :) Just the way i am :D
dragonray: (Default)
2009-05-07 03:32 pm


I am going offline for a couple of weeks, am going to boot into windows and just play non online games and not connect to a network.

if you need me you know how to find me.
dragonray: (moonlight)
2009-05-04 06:01 pm

So the overview

So, party has occurred, I am still feeling very dodgy - but that could be lack of sleep as well as alcohol.

Anyway, was wonderful to see B in person, shame she was with twathead, but we will move past that. She is happy again and my personal feelings towards the tosspot will one day change I am sure :p (yes B, if you read this, you know I love you, and I am allowed to dislike him for a little while :) Just a month or two )

Anyway, as for the party, minxee walked in with Lord Sith and I nearly feel over with excitement and just so much happiness at seeing her. I don't get to see my minxee very often, but of all the years I have known her she has always looked sexy. God I hate her :p but yes yuminess in all her boobie hanging out action :) and the whipping!! LOL she is such a deviant!!

One of my god friend turned up as Frankenfurter from Rocky Horror and I nearly had a heart attack!! He looked so super awesome!! then he started singing and that was it, I was lost in it.

For those who don't know I was such a RHPS addict, I watched it almost every week, and every time i went to a dress up party I would dress as someone in it....somehow I managed to alway make it fit the theme.

Everyone looked awesome, had so many people dressed up - it was good to see.

I tried to get around to everyone and chat to them at least a little while but I think I failed, It is so damn hard to get to speak to so many people, but I hope I got to chat to most of them and that I am forgiven for not speaking much to any one particular person. I think the longest conversation I had was with Y and T about shaving or not shaving....

There is a blurry section in the middle where I really have no idea what went on...i just felt like I was running back and forth all night.

I had an awesome night, aside from the guilt I am feeling about not chatting to everyone for a long time, I did have fun.

I hope everyone that came appreciates how much it meant to me. I was so happy so many people came to my party.

I forgot to take piccies but minxee has assured me she has some and I believe Y took some as well. I have 2 shots....that is it...LOL
dragonray: (hope)
2009-05-02 12:27 pm

Happy Birthday Dragonray

So it's now my 30th.

I have approx. 3 hours until people start turning up for the drunken festivities I hope to undertake tonight :)

The party doesn't get started until sunset, but well we have interstate (overseas) guests and friends who will be turning up slightly earlier to fuck about with me and have some catch up time.

I am looking forward to it.

I have had a few people tell me they aren't coming now, which as per past experience freaks me out...the last time I tried to have a BDay party everyone cancelled on the day and I was alone with D and one other friend with about a week's worth of food.

I am keeping the paranoia at bay - barely....we shall see....It is sad that people can't come up with decent excuses to miss a party anymore...even with a month's notice people still feel they can't get organised :)

I have so much left to do...I was hoping to get into the city, but in all seriousness..I just can't spare the time. I have to get some food happening, and I still have to have to do some preparation and decorations and move candles and piss fart about with a million little details.

Anyway - onward and upward I say - let's drink and be fucking merry!! I love the people who ARE coming and the fact that 2 people are FLYING IN FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!! well everyone could cancel and I would still have a fucking awesome nice with those two sexy girls of mine!
dragonray: (hope)
2009-04-24 05:57 pm

not that it matters..

I am numb.
Surrounded by people in a dark purple and black bruise of an abyss. No fear, pain, sadness, joy, emotion. Nothing.
I am numb.
Surrounded by people, yet alone in the shrinking moonlight, waiting for the bright sun to burn my flesh to dust.
I am numb.
Will you be there to help me catch my tears, or am I still alone after all.

Emotion? There is none, what was left of my heart is gone now, washed away with the rest of my belief in living.

I will continue.

I am signing off from the public, too many depressing posts you don't need to read about. My world is inside me now, none of you can have what is left of this fragile shell.

May the spirits guide you all to a better life.
dragonray: (kenshin)
2009-04-17 04:16 pm

Can you smell the winds of change?

yes, i did...it came from the west.

You crippled my heart, why do I have thoughts midway through a day that ruin it for me. I was mending. I was smiling. I was happy. I am bleeding.

I hate you. Your car. Your smile. Your hair. Your face. Your voice. I hate you. I hate you. I HATE YOU! Leave me alone and let me drown in the agony.

I hate what you made me do. I hate what you let me become. I hate that you are in my mind every day. I hate that you made me invisible. I hate that I am too scared to live. I hate that you took away my innocence.

You stole my life. My love. My smile. My happiness. My confidence. You took everything from me.

Who am I? I am sure I have feelings, interests, stories....why did he not want my mind? Or maybe he did - and that is what he now has.
dragonray: (Default)
2009-04-17 04:09 pm

Writer's Block: Theme Song

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Too many too choose from my top list would be:

Wilson Phillip - Hold on for one more day
Allison Moyet - Invisible
Anberlin - Dismantle. Repair.
Michelle Branch - Goodbye to you
Dixie Chicks - Not ready to make nice.

That's all that come to mind - I can't have just one :D