grrr

long weekend YAY - being sick (again) not YAYAY....nothing major just throwing up everywhere again - went to the dr and he says hrmm...drink lots of fluids and get rest come back if not better in two days...i mean really why do i pay these fuckers when i said to my boi that woudl be what he says....they are not interetsed in figuring out what is wrong unless it involves sticking needles in your arm...GRRR - enough about that...i am starting squash next week...on wednesday to be precise and i am sorting out with my squash partner what days she would like to go as i am going to take up rnb dance classed on the other days....so i am hoping that once i get back into a bit of shape and get healthy all my health issues will go away - simple solution i know but the body was not made to have extra weight or crappy food...so i shall see what happens....

other than that nothing much has heppened we went and saw constantine last night as a treat for me...not that i like horror movies (or suspense or thrillers etc) but it was quite good...very scary - and i only managed to scream once..heheeh i missed most of the other scary bits coz i looked away just before you know something is going to happen....heheh anyway very good storyline i thought....really enjoyable...i thought maybe keanu didn't play the role as well as he could have but he still did a great job....mmmmm and rachel weiss is fucking hot!!! the boi and i have been in love with her since "the mummy" and she is so hot in this flick as well...

what else...hrmm...nothing much that i cna think of...we bought a scanner - so that is pretty cool....and i went nuts the other day with dvd's and bought six...but hey it cost us less than 100.00 for them all so i think that was a bargain - JB's is having a huge sale and so were sanity actually...heehhe so i am going to watch dirty dancing today since the boi didn't want to watch it with me....he hates chick flicks but i have to sit and watch his man movies...grrr double standards in life piss me off!! :P

Anyway hope everyone is ok and having a great weekend. I will talk to you all when i am able to..

hugs and kisses
dragonray

feelings

i have been feeling slightly lost the last few weeks....I am annoyed with work and am considering doing some tafe courses to get out of the rut iam currently in...but my issue is what do i want to do with the rest of my life? I could do my dfp but then do i want to stay in that industry forever - i mean i know it will be around forever and that it is mostly stable...but i don't think i want to be there...so i am thinking of doing some management courses or IT or maybe i shoudl do a horicultural thing...i am so at a loss.....i want to do tafe courses as well because i have nothing on my resume that says i have done anything....and i haven't..so i think it is time for me to change that..i am nearly 26 (which means i am nearly thirty *wails* *sobs*) and i want to get my career happening before i think about kids etc...if i have any that is....

so my question is what should i do with myself....i ma going to look up courses and see if anything slaps me on the side of the head....and i will contend with the fact that i have absolutely no clue as to what i would be good at or what i enjoy - such a life that i have led of not being able to do the things i wanted to do in high school...

anyway enough blather - i am off to find out about tafe courses and enrolment etc....then i also have no idea how i am supposed to fit in tafe with sqash and dance....see too much effort if you ask me!!! LOL

dragonray