FFS

I mean really

FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!

i don't get it - what in FUCKS name have i done to deserve this constant fucking harrassment of FUCKERS!!!!!


I went to the Dr today because I have been feeling dizzy and headachy..not particulkarly normal for me....I have another whole in my FUCKING MOTHERFUCKING eardrum!!!   FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!

I am flat out refusing to have another operation in which they can stitch my cocksucking ear in crookedly.....Same fucker ear and everything...i am not going to have surgery again - i refuse to have the chest pains from the thorat closing tube stuffing that I always have...and I flat out refuse to wake up and have bandages and blood!!  I AM NOT FUCKING DOING IT AGAIN!!!!!!! 

FUCK


ps. - i guarantee you i will end up having the op because at some point i will almost pass out while doing something highly dangerous and will rethink about it....but for the minute - refer to the beginning of this post.

Dragonray