feeling

My birthday is a month away, I have ordered a corset for the event, I am going to look either really sexy and busty or like a fat chick trying to look sexy and busty :) either way, it could go horribly wrong :)


But I am not phased :) i am going to be all dressed up and drinking and having a ball!!

need to work out some nibbly things to have here and still need to go and get some material for the event so i can make my skirt and also hang some around the house to make it more goth like :D

Need to buy candles as well, put all the DVD's and breakables away etc and make more space for all the candles :) Also need to make up some CD's of music to have running in both ends of the house AND need to clean all the linen , pull all the mattress' out of storage so people have places to crash :)

The winds of change as they say...I wonder what the next few years will bring...Starting to feel good lately :) Something is in the air, I can feel it stirring. I feel the blood pumping in my veins, the adrenaline bursting through me and wanting a release. I have a hunger that cannot be sated, but I do not know what it is I am craving. I am a ravenous wolf, on the hunt, searching for that elusive kill.

clumsy wolf

ON a side note, I was going to work this morning, had a massive dizzy spell and then fell down and hit my head on the edge of the table :)

So Drew is home with me today coz he is going to take me to the Dr's later :) and my head is now throbbing :)

patience

is supposedly a virtue :)

haven't seen hide nor hair of my B today, but it is still early I guegs...just hoping everything is ok and nothing untoward has happened.

if you read this before I speak to you, just know I am thinking of you and sending big warm hugs your way :D