Alone

[dragonray]

I am beginning to feel as if I am alone in the ratging waters of the sea of life. My thoughts are so scattered lately and I want so many things yet i have no one that i can sit down and talk to anymore. No one to share my dreams with and I sometimes feel like the boi is so disinterested at the moment that I so not know what to do. I know he is stressed etc, but what of he doesn't love me anymore? what if he is preparing to leave me? we don't seem to speak anymore, unless it is about dinner or money. We don't go anywhere or do anything coz neither of us can aree on what to do....

maybe i am just being melodramatic, but i am so scared, i feel so alone.it would be nice if we had friends that we could have dinner with or go out with etc...

oh well...

dragonray

Comments

[daemonboi.livejournal.com]

hello sweety

there are times when a guy needs to blow out steam and stress out on his own. all you can really do is wait babe.. but no.. if i know him as well as i thought, he won't leave ya. you're being paranoid.. also a trait of ours, insecurities .. you know.

but take this "alone" time to do what you want to do, that doesn't involve money.

but keep well and light spirited.

d