Alone

[dragonray]

I am beginning to feel as if I am alone in the ratging waters of the sea of life. My thoughts are so scattered lately and I want so many things yet i have no one that i can sit down and talk to anymore. No one to share my dreams with and I sometimes feel like the boi is so disinterested at the moment that I so not know what to do. I know he is stressed etc, but what of he doesn't love me anymore? what if he is preparing to leave me? we don't seem to speak anymore, unless it is about dinner or money. We don't go anywhere or do anything coz neither of us can aree on what to do....

maybe i am just being melodramatic, but i am so scared, i feel so alone.it would be nice if we had friends that we could have dinner with or go out with etc...

oh well...

dragonray

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*hugs*

[minxee.livejournal.com]

Heya sweet

*hugs* for you....realised more than anything after talking to you on the phone that I just can't pop upstairs anymore to see you and you won't be waiting for me at 12 for lunch :-(

I miss ya heaps!!!

How abouts we catch up around Easter or sometime before then for a boozy long weekend. I'm more than keen to fly to Melb - yay decent bookshops :-)

We'll talk more about it soooon - maybe I can drag Cazza with me....make a girls weekend out of it all?