fuck me drunk and bury me pregnant

[dragonray]

well fuck me dead...i had the BIGGEST blow up at work i think i have ever had...i lost my cool and fucking split my brain open....i hate this place..if anyone knows of any jobs going lemme know coz i am getting out of here in two weeks time...i have had the last straw of every camel in lebanon's back and there is no going back now....i was going to wait until my pay review in mid november but i think they can shove it....no pay is worth the fucking bullshit i have to ou tup with here...so today i have been blatently fucking around and doing as little as possible so i can be just like the other people in this team...i am sure i have been labellad as someone with a bad attitude and basically i couldn't give a flying drunken trapeze fuck!!!

i work my arse off because i feel better when i am working my arse off and achieving something - even if it is only that my piles are reducing..but everyone else in this team is content to slack and do jack shit all day then when i decide to help them out and get rid of some of their work dso they return the favour? do they help out the person with the largest split of files? of course not why would they coz they are slackers and can't be fucked helping out anyone. i mean it much be hard to do the 25 jobs they do a day compared to the 100 i do a day....

so here i am pissed off and fuming...i was going to resign today but after the wise words of my only collegue i can stand and the sweet words of my fiance did i decide to not come back upstairs and abuse the whole fucking lot of the condescending fuckers....

anyway i better pretend to do some more work....

hugs and kisses
dragonray

Comments

[minxee.livejournal.com]

*hugs* you poor dear - how did you go in that other interview?

shrugs

[dragonray.livejournal.com]

no idea - i am supposed to find out wither this week or next week....i still have my fingers crossed that they liked me enough....otherwise i am going to lose my mind!!!