mini coopers

[dragonray]

ok now my boi wants a mini more than anything in the world...ever since we fist met he talks about them all the time and ho whe wants one so he can do it up...and guess what he is willing to scarifice everything to buy a mini with his next paypacket...he makes me laugh..he wants one so badly...lol...ahhh men are so cute when they get their hearts set on something...

anyway i one something on ebay today - well actually it was as econd offer bid - but hey i certainly don't mind...it is a mobile phone lead that lights up with one of my favourite anime characters on it..i have no idea if it is even going to work on my phone - but what the hey...even if it doesn't work i am still pretty excited...lol....i only paid 4.00 for it to be sent to me..lol...i reckon that is a BARGAIN!!!

work sucked today - we have so much on at the moment, i wish some of the advisers in the world would take extended leave and let us catch up...if they went on leave for maybe 2 months...it would give us a chance..lol..the way it is currently we are working almost a month behind for some things..terrible huh?? i know!!! some 5 day turnaround we have at the moment...

i am dying for pagans in the pub to rock around and i am hoping it is going to be on this month what with xmas and everything...you would think so everyone that goes being pagan and all...after a whole year of NOT having any friends let alone pagan friends down here i have lost the plot..i am lonely and depressed and wondering why it is so ard to make friends with people....i think i have been too hurt before so i am too scared to start up a friednship...ahh well too much info i know....but i just feel like telling someone!!! and who better than my journal..the one thing that will never tell me i am too intense or too loyal or to idealistic....

i think that will be my new years resolution - to try to come to terms with the fact that i am not a person that is going to make friends in melbourne for a very long time....

chat to you all later

dragonray

Comments

friendships....bit of a long comment....

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i am lonely and depressed and wondering why it is so ard to make friends with people....i think i have been too hurt before so i am too scared to start up a friednship...ahh well too much info i know....but i just feel like telling someone!!! and who better than my journal..the one thing that will never tell me i am too intense or too loyal or to idealistic....

*hugs* you place value on friendships, that's ok...and I know what you mean by getting hurt in the past. I know you don't want to hear this, but maybe suspend expectation for a bit and just hang out and do the things you like to do, with people who like to do the same. There's a common interest somwhere. There are most certainly like minds out there....it is just a matter of finding them, I know, and it's not easy.

Socially, it is hard to meet and connect with new people....I remember yonks ago when I first stuck my head out into the pagan world that I was keen and happy to talk to everyone and I guess tht's what keeps me from being my old jaded self (well not all of the time) because you never know who you'll meet around the next corner, at the next circle or event etc. Could be an awesome friend....

*hugs* hang in there....can't wait to have a drink with you when I come to visit :-)