motivation

[dragonray]

I came to a conclusion this morning.....almost epiphianic (?? new word) in sense....I am not motivated in any area of my life and I think it is why I am having such a hard time trying to get anywhere...nothing seems to interest me anymore and I can't be bothered doing anything...even simple things like housework etc....I just can't be motivated to do it.....

It is nice to knwo this is my issue as it means now I can work on it and even though I don't feel like doing anything I can now push myself to do it.....

I changed the layout of my LJ again - found a cute one I quite liked and it is much easier to read than my previous one....I gave up trying to fix it......

Nothing very exciting to tell except a few of you may be interested in the follwoing site - if yu have not already found it....Drew has a addon on his firefox that is called stumble (it randomlly brings up websites depening on what choices you have made in the interests area....and it is pretty fun for just cruising around the net) anyway

www.sensualvenus.com

It is a site with female writers who post of erotic/fantasy stories......thought some of you may be writers at heart and would like to post a story or two!! ehehheh

Talk to you all soon!!

Comments

[minxee.livejournal.com]

heya sweeti,

sounds like a euphoric discovery?

Is there *anything* that gets you excited? The plans for the wedding? doing stuff about the house? Computer stuff? Anything?

Focus on what *does* excite you and try and use that energy elsewhere....that's not an amazing suggestion, but it might help?

*hugs* me

[spamhater.livejournal.com]

Thanks for having the stones to admit what you're thinking. I wish you are able to get over whatever the fuck it is that's making you think bad thoughts.

I know it's a tough place to be from personal experience.

[mrapophis.livejournal.com]

I know it can be hard, being so close to perfection, and then suddenly it's so far away. But don't worry, Mel, I'll be back down that way in a few months time! :)

You've got to have something you enjoy doing in your life, to keep you sane in those times of boredom. Don't hold yourself back from it. WoW is only a few clicks and button presses away. :)

[dragonray.livejournal.com]

i nearly did sign up the other night....so i went and watched TV insterad of sitting at my pc.....i can't handle sitting there and not clicking on the icon - it juts begs me to push it..... :p